Alone time

Last night Lydia and I woke up at 2 am for a night-time feeding.  After emptying one breast, we went into the nursery so I could change her, and then sat down on the daybed to empty the second.  After finishing, she was still awake and somewhat grouchy, so I reclined back and she sat perched on my chest, her head just under my chin, until she fell asleep.  I laid there looking at her, kissing her head occasionally, and thought suddenly to myself...I am completely and sublimely happy.  This is absolutely the best experience ever!